June 9th

Tuesday was a much better day at work. I think it finally was sinking in that there is an end in sight for work, and it helped put things in perspective for me better than I have been able to in a long time when it comes to work. We didn’t have many plans on Tuesday night…I just did things around the house, and I also talked to Brooke again on Facebook for much of the night. I had a brilliant idea to make something to countdown the days til baby comes. So I started cutting out strips of paper to string along and make a chain. It ended up a lot longer than I expected. :) There is actually a lot of days left. Nathanael talked to Brooke on facebook a lot as well, and they had geeky talk about video games. We were supposed to start our bible class tonight, but Nathanael was sick, so we postponed it til next week. Brooke told me to story while we were chatting of how she had originally intended to have an abortion, but then couldn’t go through with it. She was afraid that I would think less of her if she told me that. It wasn’t any less surreal than it was Monday night. It was hard to believe that this girl I was talking about is giving us her baby. I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to it. I was still very tripidatious about what I should be saying, or asking her.